1 00:00:03,967 --> 00:00:06,533 (Dance music playing over headphones) 2 00:00:39,300 --> 00:00:42,067 (Indistinct chattering) 3 00:00:42,567 --> 00:00:45,467 (Inaudible) 4 00:01:03,233 --> 00:01:05,200 (Club music playing) 5 00:01:34,667 --> 00:01:36,100 (Clicking) 6 00:01:38,067 --> 00:01:39,200 Come on. 7 00:01:43,600 --> 00:01:45,800 Hey, guys... 8 00:01:45,833 --> 00:01:48,467 Um, I was just... 9 00:01:48,500 --> 00:01:51,300 Wanted to see if you were still up. 10 00:01:53,533 --> 00:01:54,533 Bye. 11 00:02:34,067 --> 00:02:35,500 (Inaudible) 12 00:02:50,100 --> 00:02:51,500 (Panting) 13 00:03:11,067 --> 00:03:13,067 Are you okay? 14 00:03:13,067 --> 00:03:14,567 Me? I'm fine. 15 00:03:21,967 --> 00:03:25,567 You don't know me, but if you did you'd know I'm always fine. 16 00:03:46,800 --> 00:03:48,433 (Screaming) What about your drink? 17 00:03:48,467 --> 00:03:49,633 You can keep it. 18 00:03:53,067 --> 00:03:54,600 (Theme song playing) 19 00:04:38,433 --> 00:04:39,533 (Beeping) 20 00:04:44,700 --> 00:04:46,633 (Beeping continues) 21 00:04:46,667 --> 00:04:49,700 (Woman over computer device) Destination reached. 22 00:04:49,733 --> 00:04:52,533 - (Scanner beeps) - WOMAN: Scanning successful. 23 00:05:13,567 --> 00:05:16,233 (Indistinct chattering) 24 00:05:19,733 --> 00:05:21,667 Hello. 25 00:05:21,700 --> 00:05:22,800 Hi. 26 00:05:22,833 --> 00:05:26,467 (Indistinct talking continues) 27 00:05:27,767 --> 00:05:29,933 (Pop music playing on tv) 28 00:05:29,967 --> 00:05:33,067 (Audience cheering on tv) 29 00:06:02,100 --> 00:06:03,800 (Panting) 30 00:06:26,133 --> 00:06:28,733 No. No. No. 31 00:06:28,767 --> 00:06:30,500 No. No. No. 32 00:06:30,533 --> 00:06:32,067 Oh, no! 33 00:06:34,733 --> 00:06:36,600 I'm going to stay in tonight. 34 00:06:38,967 --> 00:06:40,600 You don't feel so good? 35 00:06:40,633 --> 00:06:41,800 I'm fine. 36 00:07:11,767 --> 00:07:13,467 (Alarm beeping) 37 00:07:44,733 --> 00:07:46,300 I wanted to say thank you. 38 00:07:47,467 --> 00:07:48,800 Uh... 39 00:07:49,900 --> 00:07:51,967 Which I didn't get to say. 40 00:07:52,067 --> 00:07:53,433 Last time. 41 00:07:58,833 --> 00:08:00,600 I just had a hunch. 42 00:08:03,167 --> 00:08:06,700 Sometimes you have to take a chance, right? Otherwise, how'd you know? 43 00:08:11,067 --> 00:08:13,600 (Chuckling) Obviously I got this wrong. 44 00:08:16,367 --> 00:08:17,767 Oh, sorry. 45 00:08:40,367 --> 00:08:41,667 (Chuckling) 46 00:08:41,700 --> 00:08:43,267 My name's Danny. 47 00:08:44,067 --> 00:08:45,633 My name is Joe. 48 00:08:48,200 --> 00:08:49,733 So, Joe, are you... 49 00:08:53,133 --> 00:08:54,800 Are you... 50 00:08:58,067 --> 00:08:59,633 I've ran out of questions. 51 00:08:59,667 --> 00:09:01,200 - Um... - Ask me. 52 00:09:02,300 --> 00:09:03,700 Please. 53 00:09:03,733 --> 00:09:05,300 Are you out? 54 00:09:07,600 --> 00:09:08,800 No. 55 00:09:11,667 --> 00:09:15,167 If you want to go, I can understand that reaction. 56 00:09:17,100 --> 00:09:18,600 I don't want to go. 57 00:09:23,733 --> 00:09:25,900 I work for an investment bank. 58 00:09:25,933 --> 00:09:27,267 It's their apartment. 59 00:09:28,600 --> 00:09:29,800 Security is a concern. 60 00:09:35,400 --> 00:09:36,467 (Door closing) 61 00:09:49,833 --> 00:09:51,267 There's a terrace. 62 00:09:53,833 --> 00:09:56,300 If you want to smoke, I mean. 63 00:10:02,733 --> 00:10:04,267 I'm going to take a shower. 64 00:10:08,767 --> 00:10:09,767 (Shower running) 65 00:10:52,033 --> 00:10:54,233 I'll let you get dressed. 66 00:11:47,367 --> 00:11:48,533 (Door closing) 67 00:11:48,567 --> 00:11:50,367 (Footsteps approaching) 68 00:12:00,867 --> 00:12:02,100 I can pay. 69 00:12:02,133 --> 00:12:03,533 No, it's fine, um... 70 00:12:09,233 --> 00:12:10,800 I must be easy to read. 71 00:12:11,400 --> 00:12:12,467 You are. 72 00:12:14,533 --> 00:12:15,767 Is that bad? 73 00:12:17,167 --> 00:12:18,900 It makes a change. 74 00:12:18,933 --> 00:12:22,200 The people I work with are inscrutable. 75 00:12:27,600 --> 00:12:28,633 (Clearing throat) 76 00:12:28,667 --> 00:12:30,067 I can be inscrutable. 77 00:12:32,433 --> 00:12:34,333 Did you look through my clothes? 78 00:12:34,367 --> 00:12:35,600 (Chuckling) 79 00:12:39,933 --> 00:12:41,267 See you. 80 00:13:29,467 --> 00:13:31,067 Has he rung? 81 00:13:32,367 --> 00:13:33,733 He will. 82 00:13:34,433 --> 00:13:35,600 A week... 83 00:13:35,633 --> 00:13:37,243 I've never been more certain of anything in my life. 84 00:13:37,267 --> 00:13:38,333 Why? 85 00:13:38,367 --> 00:13:39,567 Because... 86 00:13:39,600 --> 00:13:41,100 That can't be it. 87 00:13:41,133 --> 00:13:42,833 There's more. There has to be. 88 00:13:42,867 --> 00:13:45,067 You love falling in love. 89 00:13:45,067 --> 00:13:47,300 The moment when it's all possibilities and dreams. 90 00:13:47,333 --> 00:13:49,433 You think he's out of my league? 91 00:13:50,900 --> 00:13:53,200 Thought never crossed my mind. 92 00:13:56,467 --> 00:13:58,333 Where are we going to drink tonight? 93 00:13:58,367 --> 00:14:02,200 Somewhere dimly lit and terribly old fashioned. 94 00:14:02,233 --> 00:14:04,667 So, we're on the doorstep, 95 00:14:05,100 --> 00:14:07,067 saying goodbye, 96 00:14:07,067 --> 00:14:10,600 and I'm trying to give him Pavel's number because I don't have a phone, 97 00:14:11,767 --> 00:14:15,367 except he doesn't write it down. And I'm like, 98 00:14:15,400 --> 00:14:19,467 "If you don't want to... If you don't want to see me again..." 99 00:14:19,500 --> 00:14:24,567 And then he says, "Numbers, Danny, I have no problem with." 100 00:14:25,967 --> 00:14:29,733 Like he could remember every phone number in the world. 101 00:14:29,767 --> 00:14:31,133 (Both laughing) 102 00:14:31,167 --> 00:14:34,067 And then we shook hands. 103 00:14:35,667 --> 00:14:37,309 If you'd told me a week ago I would've been this happy 104 00:14:37,333 --> 00:14:39,967 with a handshake at the end of date... 105 00:14:40,067 --> 00:14:41,600 I'm sorry. I'll stop talking about him. 106 00:14:41,633 --> 00:14:43,143 It's all right. No, I understand, you're... 107 00:14:43,167 --> 00:14:45,300 It's just a feeling... You know? 108 00:14:46,900 --> 00:14:49,533 Not being able to think about anyone else? 109 00:14:49,567 --> 00:14:51,300 Yes. I know the feeling. 110 00:14:52,633 --> 00:14:54,133 Yeah, of course. 111 00:14:56,867 --> 00:14:58,400 (Knocking at door) 112 00:15:00,233 --> 00:15:01,533 (Knocking continues) 113 00:15:23,067 --> 00:15:24,533 Otherwise, how do you know? 114 00:15:36,633 --> 00:15:39,567 At some point you're going to talk about yourself, right? 115 00:15:41,400 --> 00:15:43,800 Not your work, I understand. 116 00:15:43,833 --> 00:15:46,200 That's secret. 117 00:15:46,233 --> 00:15:48,267 But the other stuff? 118 00:15:48,300 --> 00:15:49,567 Why? 119 00:15:49,600 --> 00:15:50,567 (Laughing) 120 00:15:50,600 --> 00:15:52,243 Isn't that what you do when you meet someone? 121 00:15:52,267 --> 00:15:54,267 I tell you stuff. You tell me stuff. 122 00:16:27,100 --> 00:16:28,267 This is us. 123 00:16:39,067 --> 00:16:40,567 (van lock beeping) 124 00:17:14,700 --> 00:17:16,533 You're so grown up. 125 00:17:17,667 --> 00:17:19,400 You drink tea out of a thermos 126 00:17:19,433 --> 00:17:22,333 and you go for country walks. 127 00:17:24,067 --> 00:17:26,200 I must seem young 128 00:17:27,267 --> 00:17:29,200 compared to the people you work with. 129 00:17:31,667 --> 00:17:33,067 You do. 130 00:17:37,067 --> 00:17:38,567 You're not joking, are you? 131 00:17:38,600 --> 00:17:41,167 I started university when I was 15. 132 00:17:44,067 --> 00:17:46,567 So, you've never messed around? 133 00:17:48,067 --> 00:17:49,667 - In what sense? - Any sense. 134 00:17:53,600 --> 00:17:55,133 I've been serious 135 00:17:55,167 --> 00:17:56,567 for a very long time. 136 00:17:57,567 --> 00:17:59,367 What made you change your mind? 137 00:18:00,700 --> 00:18:02,700 - About? - About me. 138 00:18:02,733 --> 00:18:07,133 I wondered what it would be like to do these walks with someone. 139 00:18:07,167 --> 00:18:12,733 For a minute I was worried you were going to say it was because I made you laugh. 140 00:18:12,767 --> 00:18:14,327 I don't think you've ever made me laugh. 141 00:18:16,300 --> 00:18:18,067 It's not that you won't... 142 00:18:18,100 --> 00:18:19,133 I understand. 143 00:18:19,167 --> 00:18:21,100 - I'm sure you will... - I understand. 144 00:18:23,233 --> 00:18:25,700 So, you turn up, on my doorstep, 145 00:18:25,733 --> 00:18:30,933 which is wonderful, except I never told you where I live, 146 00:18:30,967 --> 00:18:35,667 and I was wondering, and I should say in advance, that I don't mind, 147 00:18:35,700 --> 00:18:37,100 but... 148 00:18:37,800 --> 00:18:39,967 Did you 149 00:18:40,067 --> 00:18:42,500 carry out some kind of background check on me? 150 00:18:45,633 --> 00:18:48,133 The way we met was unusual. 151 00:18:49,200 --> 00:18:50,700 Right. (Chuckling) 152 00:18:50,733 --> 00:18:53,533 So, you thought, 153 00:18:53,567 --> 00:18:56,067 stranger, seduction, 154 00:18:56,100 --> 00:19:00,433 not that, um, I'm presuming you're seduced by me, 155 00:19:00,467 --> 00:19:04,133 that's, um, process ongoing... 156 00:19:05,867 --> 00:19:07,767 Um, what was I saying... 157 00:19:07,800 --> 00:19:10,200 Um, yeah. So, you thought 158 00:19:10,233 --> 00:19:14,400 our meeting was part of a setup? 159 00:19:17,133 --> 00:19:21,067 It's fine. It's fun. I just... I thought you said I was easy to read. 160 00:19:33,500 --> 00:19:36,100 That would've been the reason you were selected. 161 00:19:40,400 --> 00:19:42,233 The appearance of innocence. 162 00:19:45,500 --> 00:19:46,733 I'm not innocent. 163 00:19:49,633 --> 00:19:52,333 You might be the only innocent person I know. 164 00:19:58,967 --> 00:20:01,200 Can you tell me what your real name is now? 165 00:20:07,433 --> 00:20:08,733 My name is Alex. 166 00:20:14,500 --> 00:20:16,533 I'd like you to come up. 167 00:20:18,033 --> 00:20:20,000 If you want, obviously. 168 00:20:21,167 --> 00:20:22,376 And if you don't want, that's cool. 169 00:20:22,400 --> 00:20:24,633 - I want to... - I didn't mean to say, "cool". 170 00:20:25,533 --> 00:20:26,767 You want to... 171 00:20:30,633 --> 00:20:32,067 But? 172 00:20:33,867 --> 00:20:35,567 It's a little fast. 173 00:20:38,667 --> 00:20:40,467 Well, maybe next time. 174 00:20:40,500 --> 00:20:43,533 -You've got to stop shaking my hand. -I'm sorry. 175 00:20:44,033 --> 00:20:45,533 I'm sorry. 176 00:20:46,733 --> 00:20:48,300 Okay. 177 00:20:55,700 --> 00:20:56,700 (Door closing) 178 00:21:03,567 --> 00:21:04,567 Fuck. 179 00:21:34,200 --> 00:21:36,167 It's normally tidier than this. 180 00:21:39,867 --> 00:21:41,567 It's never tidier than this. 181 00:22:25,500 --> 00:22:27,833 Had you guessed? 182 00:22:27,867 --> 00:22:30,800 Hmm. I'd guessed you hadn't slept with guys before. 183 00:22:33,500 --> 00:22:36,567 I'd thought maybe you'd slept with a couple of women. 184 00:22:42,933 --> 00:22:44,667 Can I ask you a question? 185 00:22:45,400 --> 00:22:46,567 Mmm. 186 00:22:47,600 --> 00:22:49,300 What's stopped you? 187 00:22:54,267 --> 00:22:56,733 You don't have to answer. 188 00:22:56,767 --> 00:23:01,433 How do you admit to someone you've never been in a relationship? 189 00:23:04,167 --> 00:23:06,067 Who wants to hear? 190 00:23:08,300 --> 00:23:10,300 When they do, who wants to stay? 191 00:23:12,567 --> 00:23:13,667 I do. 192 00:23:17,667 --> 00:23:19,533 At school I was old. 193 00:23:23,367 --> 00:23:25,467 At university I was young. 194 00:23:25,500 --> 00:23:26,500 (Sniffling) 195 00:23:27,300 --> 00:23:31,200 I've always been out of step 196 00:23:32,167 --> 00:23:34,367 with the people around me. 197 00:23:37,567 --> 00:23:42,267 In the end, I left it so late. I gave up. 198 00:23:42,300 --> 00:23:44,900 I told myself I was all about the mind. 199 00:23:44,933 --> 00:23:47,133 And people found me odd. 200 00:23:49,767 --> 00:23:51,133 I grated on them. 201 00:23:51,167 --> 00:23:53,067 I could see it in their eyes. 202 00:23:58,067 --> 00:23:59,800 And rather than change, I... 203 00:24:01,467 --> 00:24:04,333 I started playing the role more and more. 204 00:24:07,300 --> 00:24:09,067 I didn't need anyone. 205 00:24:12,967 --> 00:24:14,867 That's what I told myself. 206 00:24:14,900 --> 00:24:16,667 I didn't want anyone. 207 00:24:18,933 --> 00:24:22,167 Did you imagine you'd spend the rest of your life alone? 208 00:24:23,367 --> 00:24:24,700 Yes. 209 00:24:26,567 --> 00:24:30,200 I can't begin to understand what that must feel like. 210 00:24:31,800 --> 00:24:34,600 -You always knew you'd find someone? -Always. 211 00:24:34,633 --> 00:24:36,233 (Chuckling) 212 00:24:38,200 --> 00:24:41,900 I can't imagine what that must feel like. 213 00:24:41,933 --> 00:24:43,733 (Chuckling) 214 00:24:46,567 --> 00:24:48,067 I'd like to try again. 215 00:24:49,567 --> 00:24:51,133 We don't have to. 216 00:24:51,167 --> 00:24:52,700 - You don't want to? - (Chuckling) 217 00:24:52,733 --> 00:24:54,267 (Sighing) We can wait. 218 00:24:57,067 --> 00:24:58,700 I've waited long enough. 219 00:25:12,933 --> 00:25:14,567 Drugs? 220 00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:17,367 I've been using them to make me believe that the sex was special. 221 00:25:18,533 --> 00:25:21,567 That the person I was with was special. 222 00:25:21,600 --> 00:25:26,167 But I'd love to know what it feels like for real. 223 00:25:27,467 --> 00:25:30,100 Because I bet it's the best feeling in the world. 224 00:25:35,333 --> 00:25:37,367 Will you stop worrying about me? 225 00:25:50,067 --> 00:25:51,767 Will you stop worrying about me? 226 00:26:07,133 --> 00:26:08,600 (Both panting) 227 00:26:56,100 --> 00:26:58,067 You saw me. 228 00:26:59,733 --> 00:27:01,600 What I mean is, you saw me. 229 00:27:04,633 --> 00:27:06,567 And you asked if I was okay. 230 00:27:08,867 --> 00:27:14,100 And not like most people ask it, like they've asked it 100 times that day already. 231 00:27:14,133 --> 00:27:16,067 You asked it as if 232 00:27:18,767 --> 00:27:20,600 nothing else mattered to you. 233 00:27:24,800 --> 00:27:29,467 And I thought, "How is it that this person who I've never seen before... 234 00:27:31,700 --> 00:27:35,200 "How are they the only person in the whole world who knows? 235 00:27:38,300 --> 00:27:40,067 "That I'm not okay." 236 00:27:44,233 --> 00:27:46,500 But I was sure if I could just find out your name, 237 00:27:46,533 --> 00:27:48,567 if I could just find out who you were, 238 00:27:50,667 --> 00:27:52,400 everything would be okay. 239 00:27:54,900 --> 00:27:58,200 What if everything isn't okay? 240 00:27:58,233 --> 00:28:00,067 Then we tell each other. 241 00:28:00,067 --> 00:28:01,667 And we deal with it. 242 00:28:03,333 --> 00:28:06,467 Whatever it is, we deal with it. 243 00:28:08,933 --> 00:28:10,733 Together. 244 00:28:15,600 --> 00:28:16,567 (Chuckling) 245 00:28:16,600 --> 00:28:18,300 Is there something you want to tell me? 246 00:28:19,800 --> 00:28:21,467 No. 247 00:28:37,867 --> 00:28:42,133 (japanese flute music playing) 248 00:29:00,967 --> 00:29:03,100 I'm excited you two are going to meet. 249 00:29:06,967 --> 00:29:08,700 I should've organised it sooner. 250 00:29:11,267 --> 00:29:13,700 A month or two, I could understand, 251 00:29:13,733 --> 00:29:14,943 I'm not so old I can't remember 252 00:29:14,967 --> 00:29:18,067 what it's like to be smitten. 253 00:29:18,067 --> 00:29:20,100 But eight months listening to you declare 254 00:29:20,133 --> 00:29:21,700 how wonderful he is while failing 255 00:29:21,733 --> 00:29:23,667 to introduce us feels wilful. 256 00:29:24,367 --> 00:29:26,067 DANNY: Sorry. 257 00:29:26,067 --> 00:29:28,767 (Music continues) 258 00:29:40,833 --> 00:29:42,800 (Audience applauding) 259 00:29:42,833 --> 00:29:44,733 Scottie, this is Alex. 260 00:29:52,633 --> 00:29:53,667 (Clearing throat) 261 00:29:53,700 --> 00:29:56,133 Alex, tell me... 262 00:29:57,933 --> 00:29:59,433 What did you make of her? 263 00:30:01,433 --> 00:30:02,733 Too much? 264 00:30:03,700 --> 00:30:06,000 That doesn't surprise me. 265 00:30:06,033 --> 00:30:08,967 Danny has always preferred his men to be as straight as possible. 266 00:30:09,000 --> 00:30:10,900 A tedious form of self-loathing 267 00:30:10,933 --> 00:30:13,367 that I've unsuccessfully tried to wean him off. 268 00:30:13,400 --> 00:30:14,733 Scottie, I was telling Alex... 269 00:30:14,767 --> 00:30:18,133 I hope you told him that this is where we first met? 270 00:30:18,167 --> 00:30:19,876 You must be wondering how an old queer like me 271 00:30:19,900 --> 00:30:23,233 ended up friends with a handsome young man like him? 272 00:30:23,267 --> 00:30:30,000 Nineteen years old, he walked through that door, as lost as a person could be. 273 00:30:32,133 --> 00:30:38,133 I saw him in his tatty jeans, with his cropped hair and his puppy dog eyes. 274 00:30:38,167 --> 00:30:41,567 I could guess his sad story without hearing a word. 275 00:30:43,967 --> 00:30:47,200 I presumed, if I bought him a drink, 276 00:30:47,233 --> 00:30:48,643 there wouldn't be a single second when 277 00:30:48,667 --> 00:30:52,200 he wasn't hoping for someone better to come along. 278 00:30:53,467 --> 00:30:55,700 But what can I say? I'm a soft touch 279 00:30:55,733 --> 00:30:57,667 so I bought him that drink, 280 00:30:57,700 --> 00:31:01,300 and to my surprise he talked to me for the whole night. 281 00:31:01,333 --> 00:31:05,067 He didn't leave even when others stalked him. 282 00:31:05,067 --> 00:31:08,867 A small gesture, but it meant a great deal. 283 00:31:08,900 --> 00:31:11,333 And we've been friends ever since. 284 00:31:11,367 --> 00:31:14,633 I'm the one he comes to when times are tough. 285 00:31:14,667 --> 00:31:16,400 And they often are. 286 00:31:17,300 --> 00:31:19,733 Poor Danny has a terrible track record 287 00:31:19,767 --> 00:31:21,433 for picking the wrong man. 288 00:31:22,267 --> 00:31:24,500 He's an insufferable romantic. 289 00:31:24,533 --> 00:31:26,267 One of the last. 290 00:31:28,767 --> 00:31:34,067 Does it fall to me to say, "Don't break his heart"? 291 00:31:36,800 --> 00:31:39,600 I could never hurt Danny. 292 00:31:39,633 --> 00:31:44,400 May I ask, as someone who has been witness to the breaking of many a heart, 293 00:31:45,667 --> 00:31:47,600 how you can be so sure? 294 00:31:54,067 --> 00:31:56,067 Because he's the only friend I have. 295 00:32:01,933 --> 00:32:03,900 I'm pleased for you. 296 00:32:03,933 --> 00:32:06,300 I'm pleased for both of you. 297 00:32:12,067 --> 00:32:13,533 Had you two met before? 298 00:32:15,533 --> 00:32:16,733 No. 299 00:32:30,133 --> 00:32:34,333 DANNY: You know, Scottie asked if you knew how I became his friend. 300 00:32:34,367 --> 00:32:36,567 ALEX: Danny, you don't need to tell me anything... 301 00:32:37,900 --> 00:32:39,800 I love you. 302 00:32:39,833 --> 00:32:41,300 And I need you to know. 303 00:32:43,567 --> 00:32:47,200 I was 19, like he said. 304 00:32:52,067 --> 00:32:53,800 It was a bad time. 305 00:32:55,767 --> 00:32:58,567 I'd left home. I was doing a lot of drugs. 306 00:33:01,667 --> 00:33:05,533 And one night I was wired. 307 00:33:08,233 --> 00:33:10,467 Not happy, not high, or... 308 00:33:12,433 --> 00:33:13,433 I was numb. 309 00:33:15,300 --> 00:33:19,067 And I posted an ad online 310 00:33:20,233 --> 00:33:22,167 saying that anyone could come round. 311 00:33:22,833 --> 00:33:24,467 I mean anyone. 312 00:33:26,167 --> 00:33:29,367 My only condition was that they didn't speak. 313 00:33:34,200 --> 00:33:36,267 And people showed up... 314 00:33:36,300 --> 00:33:37,633 I didn't turn them away. 315 00:33:37,667 --> 00:33:39,800 I didn't ask anything of them. 316 00:33:39,833 --> 00:33:41,543 And they must have thought their luck was in... 317 00:33:41,567 --> 00:33:44,733 'Cause they didn't make a sound. 318 00:33:51,233 --> 00:33:54,800 The next day I couldn't stop crying. 319 00:33:56,933 --> 00:33:59,067 And I went to see Scottie. 320 00:34:00,367 --> 00:34:01,367 I didn't 321 00:34:03,400 --> 00:34:05,209 know him very well. I'd only met him a couple of times. 322 00:34:05,233 --> 00:34:08,200 But he was the only person I could trust. 323 00:34:10,100 --> 00:34:12,133 And he took me straight to the hospital. 324 00:34:14,767 --> 00:34:16,833 I was put on a course of PEP. 325 00:34:16,867 --> 00:34:20,067 Which is, um, emergency medication. 326 00:34:20,100 --> 00:34:22,667 I was on the drugs for 28 days. 327 00:34:22,700 --> 00:34:24,600 And Scottie looked after me. 328 00:34:29,200 --> 00:34:31,667 Sixteen weeks later I had an HIV test. 329 00:34:36,500 --> 00:34:37,767 And I was clear. 330 00:34:37,800 --> 00:34:38,800 (Sobbing) 331 00:34:54,967 --> 00:34:56,433 And we were friends. 332 00:35:05,500 --> 00:35:07,067 (Sighing) 333 00:35:09,300 --> 00:35:11,533 I've never done anything like that again. 334 00:35:13,567 --> 00:35:15,067 I swear. 335 00:35:15,067 --> 00:35:16,667 I was out of my mind. 336 00:35:24,367 --> 00:35:25,833 I'm always safe. 337 00:35:25,867 --> 00:35:27,300 Always. 338 00:35:31,867 --> 00:35:33,967 I don't know what happened to me that night. 339 00:35:34,067 --> 00:35:37,200 I look back and I don't recognise that person. 340 00:35:40,167 --> 00:35:42,567 And I've never cheated on you. 341 00:35:44,700 --> 00:35:46,333 (danny sighing) 342 00:35:46,367 --> 00:35:49,533 I don't want to have any secrets from you. 343 00:35:49,567 --> 00:35:52,667 I never want to have any secrets ever again. 344 00:36:15,500 --> 00:36:17,267 (Chuckling) 345 00:36:17,300 --> 00:36:19,133 (Classical music playing over stereo) 346 00:36:19,867 --> 00:36:22,233 Let's go away for the weekend. 347 00:36:25,600 --> 00:36:26,700 Sure. 348 00:36:36,533 --> 00:36:39,467 I have to buy a battery for my laptop. 349 00:36:40,833 --> 00:36:42,500 I can't go without replacing it. 350 00:36:45,833 --> 00:36:47,467 I understand. 351 00:37:05,467 --> 00:37:06,567 (Buzzing) 352 00:37:12,767 --> 00:37:14,233 (Dialling on mobile) 353 00:37:38,633 --> 00:37:40,600 (Rock music playing loudly) 354 00:37:42,300 --> 00:37:44,233 Has Alex called for me? 355 00:37:45,067 --> 00:37:46,800 (Indistinct talking) 356 00:37:47,467 --> 00:37:49,067 Has Alex called? 357 00:38:10,900 --> 00:38:12,500 (Knocking) 358 00:38:22,967 --> 00:38:24,633 How long? 359 00:38:26,400 --> 00:38:27,400 (Sighing) 360 00:38:28,467 --> 00:38:30,067 Eleven days. 361 00:38:31,400 --> 00:38:32,633 What happened? 362 00:38:35,633 --> 00:38:36,733 I told him. 363 00:38:36,767 --> 00:38:38,700 That you loved him? 364 00:38:38,733 --> 00:38:40,933 How you and I became friends. 365 00:38:40,967 --> 00:38:42,600 That was a mistake. 366 00:38:42,633 --> 00:38:45,433 Why didn't I shut my mouth? 367 00:38:48,100 --> 00:38:49,700 Because you needed to know, 368 00:38:52,500 --> 00:38:54,067 could he still love you? 369 00:38:56,200 --> 00:38:58,167 I've fucked it up. I... 370 00:38:59,067 --> 00:39:01,267 I'd fucked it up before I'd even met him. 371 00:39:03,200 --> 00:39:04,800 Have you tried everything? 372 00:39:06,067 --> 00:39:07,433 (Sighing) 373 00:39:09,667 --> 00:39:11,933 Well, there's only one thing left to do. 374 00:39:11,967 --> 00:39:13,367 Accept that it's over. 375 00:39:13,400 --> 00:39:14,667 I can't. 376 00:39:14,700 --> 00:39:17,067 What other choice do you have? 377 00:39:19,300 --> 00:39:21,367 You'll get over it. 378 00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:24,667 Not quickly. Not completely. But enough to carry on. 379 00:39:25,567 --> 00:39:27,067 Trust me on that. 380 00:39:29,200 --> 00:39:31,100 Now, I'm afraid you'll have to excuse me. 381 00:39:31,133 --> 00:39:32,500 I have work to do. 382 00:39:34,133 --> 00:39:35,667 You want me to leave? 383 00:39:35,700 --> 00:39:36,900 I'd never ask you to leave. 384 00:39:36,933 --> 00:39:39,367 Rest here. Sleep, eat. 385 00:39:39,400 --> 00:39:41,700 But today I can't play assistant to your personal life. 386 00:39:48,700 --> 00:39:52,700 Just out of curiosity, did you ever wonder 387 00:39:52,733 --> 00:39:54,300 what I might want? 388 00:39:55,100 --> 00:39:56,567 What you want? 389 00:40:00,167 --> 00:40:01,467 What do you want? 390 00:40:08,300 --> 00:40:09,733 Do you want this? 391 00:40:12,600 --> 00:40:14,033 Is this what you want? 392 00:40:16,800 --> 00:40:19,533 What do I owe you? Five nights? Ten nights? Tell me! 393 00:40:33,100 --> 00:40:35,067 Scottie, I'm sorry. 394 00:40:35,100 --> 00:40:36,633 I'm sorry. 395 00:40:39,367 --> 00:40:41,333 (Footsteps running up stairs) 396 00:41:20,333 --> 00:41:21,667 We should call the police. 397 00:41:21,700 --> 00:41:23,067 Nothing was taken. 398 00:41:23,067 --> 00:41:25,100 We couldn't even give our stuff away. 399 00:42:22,967 --> 00:42:24,467 (Beeping) 400 00:42:31,767 --> 00:42:33,567 (Woman over computer device) System rebooting. 401 00:42:36,467 --> 00:42:37,933 (Beeping) 402 00:42:37,967 --> 00:42:40,833 Item for Danny Holt. 403 00:42:40,867 --> 00:42:42,067 (Beeping) 404 00:43:24,733 --> 00:43:25,733 (Beeping continues) 405 00:43:32,267 --> 00:43:34,187 (Woman over computer device) Destination reached. 406 00:44:28,533 --> 00:44:30,300 Alex? 407 00:44:41,867 --> 00:44:43,067 Alex? 408 00:46:15,733 --> 00:46:16,733 Alex? 409 00:47:02,500 --> 00:47:06,233 (Lullaby music playing) 410 00:47:29,900 --> 00:47:31,067 (Music stops) 411 00:50:03,600 --> 00:50:05,033 (Gasping) 412 00:50:05,067 --> 00:50:07,667 (Hyperventilating) 413 00:50:22,167 --> 00:50:23,700 (Gasping) 414 00:50:38,600 --> 00:50:41,767 (Breathing heavily) 415 00:51:22,867 --> 00:51:24,367 Police please. 416 00:52:14,533 --> 00:52:16,067 (Sirens wailing) 417 00:52:33,067 --> 00:52:34,600 (Intercom buzzing) 418 00:52:35,933 --> 00:52:39,100 -(Beeping) -Police, can you open up, please? 419 00:52:47,867 --> 00:52:50,167 -(Banging on door) -(Police shouting indistinctly) 420 00:52:50,200 --> 00:52:51,733 (Banging continues) 421 00:53:00,900 --> 00:53:03,067 Step aside, sir. 422 00:53:03,100 --> 00:53:05,067 Stay off to the side there, sir. 423 00:53:06,400 --> 00:53:08,067 (Panting) 424 00:53:08,900 --> 00:53:10,567 (Sirens continue) 425 00:53:16,933 --> 00:53:18,333 His name is Alex. 426 00:53:21,733 --> 00:53:24,067 He's my partner. 427 00:53:26,267 --> 00:53:27,533 It's his apartment. 428 00:53:28,233 --> 00:53:30,267 He disappeared two weeks ago. 429 00:53:32,067 --> 00:53:33,733 D'you think it might not be him? 430 00:53:37,933 --> 00:53:39,567 Tell me what you know about Alex. 431 00:53:54,533 --> 00:53:55,967 He's a genius... 432 00:53:56,067 --> 00:53:57,267 (Sobbing) 433 00:54:00,100 --> 00:54:02,267 He went to university at the age of 15. 434 00:54:06,833 --> 00:54:08,200 He's got no family. 435 00:54:08,233 --> 00:54:10,733 His parents are dead. 436 00:54:14,500 --> 00:54:15,500 Um... 437 00:54:16,967 --> 00:54:19,200 He works for an investment bank. 438 00:54:23,367 --> 00:54:25,433 What else do you need to know? 439 00:54:28,533 --> 00:54:30,367 Do you know 440 00:54:32,100 --> 00:54:33,433 this man? 441 00:54:34,600 --> 00:54:36,300 Yes, this is Alex. 442 00:54:37,433 --> 00:54:38,600 Your partner? 443 00:54:38,633 --> 00:54:39,633 (Sighing) 444 00:54:41,633 --> 00:54:42,833 Yeah. 445 00:54:42,867 --> 00:54:45,500 What kind of relationship did you have with him? 446 00:54:45,533 --> 00:54:46,767 Did it involve sadism? 447 00:54:47,333 --> 00:54:48,333 - Drugs? - No. 448 00:54:48,367 --> 00:54:50,400 You see, it's hard for me to believe you 449 00:54:50,433 --> 00:54:52,233 were in a serious relationship, 450 00:54:53,367 --> 00:54:55,100 when you don't even know his name. 451 00:54:58,300 --> 00:55:00,100 This man is called Alistair. 452 00:55:00,133 --> 00:55:01,900 His parents are alive. 453 00:55:01,933 --> 00:55:03,600 He did not work for a bank. 454 00:55:11,567 --> 00:55:16,133 Is it possible you enjoyed extreme sexual encounters 455 00:55:16,167 --> 00:55:18,667 with someone who didn't want you to know their name? 456 00:55:21,867 --> 00:55:23,267 Is it possible? 457 00:55:29,433 --> 00:55:30,833 This will stop. 458 00:55:30,867 --> 00:55:32,300 Right now. 459 00:55:53,900 --> 00:55:55,300 He lied. 460 00:55:56,800 --> 00:55:58,400 About everything. 461 00:56:01,133 --> 00:56:04,467 - When you introduced us... - You knew? 462 00:56:04,967 --> 00:56:06,967 Not exactly. 463 00:56:07,067 --> 00:56:08,633 Our paths had never crossed. 464 00:56:08,667 --> 00:56:10,300 But I recognised the type. 465 00:56:11,433 --> 00:56:13,767 I see them in the corridors of Whitehall. 466 00:56:13,800 --> 00:56:15,067 People with power. 467 00:56:15,100 --> 00:56:16,567 And secrets. 468 00:56:16,600 --> 00:56:18,667 Their importance emanates from them. 469 00:56:18,700 --> 00:56:20,100 I felt it. 470 00:56:20,133 --> 00:56:22,233 He worked for MI6. 471 00:56:24,567 --> 00:56:26,300 He was a spy. 472 00:57:00,533 --> 00:57:04,267 But, Danny, the police are concerned you might have 473 00:57:04,300 --> 00:57:05,933 taken something from the crime scene. 474 00:57:05,967 --> 00:57:07,300 A personal item. 475 00:57:07,333 --> 00:57:08,933 Something of sentimental value. 476 00:57:08,967 --> 00:57:12,067 But you wouldn't have done that, would you? 477 00:57:12,700 --> 00:57:13,967 Of course not. 478 00:57:14,067 --> 00:57:15,600 No. Of course not.